She’s like an angel to me.
I credit her with saving my life.
When we met I was drinking, taking drugs and hanging out with some terrible people.
She literally took me under her wing.
She drove me back to her flat after our second date and we made love for three whole days.
She opened my eyes to passion, excitement and love.
Now I fall over backwards to buy her things and make her happy.
Unfortunately, I’ve had a few lean months at work and now my bank balance makes very grim reading.
Being over-the-top has always been my way of showing my love, but hefty price tags take their toll.
What she doesn’t know is that I don’t earn as much as I used to.
Work has slowed right down.
I hate to worry her with stupid things like income and bills, but the truth is that she has no idea how much debt we’re really in.
We went on a fabulous holiday at the beginning of July, which has pretty much wiped me out.
From cocktails and scuba diving to lobster dinners and nightclubs, we went through the card.
It’s her birthday next month, for which I’ve promised her a big party and a decent ring.
I don’t know how I’m going to cope.
She’s already really excited.
I’ve never left her down and feel such a failure.
I’m terrified that she’ll stop loving me and will leave if she realises her lifestyle will change and she’s not going to have as much as all of her friends.
What am I going to do?
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